So here is a run down of where I am, and how I came to be at this position in my life. I have always been the "chubby" friend. All of my friends, from elementary school on up through college were skinny. They might not think so, but we aren't dealing with their issues.
I have always been active in sports and family outings so never worried about my weight, I knew I was bigger than my friends. But honestly, I was too busy with life to care enough to do much about it. After I moved out on my own I, for the first time, I really accessed where I was physically and started to work out. I loved all things about the gym. Weird, I know.
Fast forward to being married, then having my first child. I was more than happy to follow the old saying, "eating for two" , and I did. I gained 60 pounds with her. Much more than I needed. I didn't loose much of it (only about 30 of it) as I knew I was only going to get pregnant again. My husband and I always wanted two kids. So what was the point of loosing if I was just going to gain again? Yes, I know, I was living in my own world. Anyways I got pregnant a second time and had a second healthy little girl. At this point I decided I needed to get serious about loosing all that fun baby weight.
I did a meal replacement program that worked well for me but at the end of it (I lost 45 pounds) I realised didn't teach me what to do when I had lost all the weight,and was on my own. The portion sizing helped, but over the next few years I managed to gain about 20 of that back.
When my brother asked me to be a part of his wedding, and I was truly touched he wanted his older sister in it, I was determined to diet off this weight once and for all. My best friend was doing TSFL already with great success, but I couldn't swing the money at the time. So I did the "I'm gonna eat just enough to get by" method. It worked for about 15 pounds but wasn't healthy and not something I could keep up for the rest of my life.
This New Years I decided that I have to be realistic and be healthy for myself as well as for my young family. So my husband and I sat down and figured out our finances (another post I will explain in more detail) and realised that we could swing my doing TSFL. January 2nd was my first day on the diet. You can check my progress, rantings, and celebrations on my
Journal tab. Little preview: I'm doing great and cant wait to continue on it!